January 22, 2009

Thank you George W. Bush

Thank you and farewell, George W. Bush. Your presidency has made an indelible impact on my life. If not for you I could have spent an entire lifetime uninterested in politics. My feeling of apathy towards government could have continued unbounded. I may have continued to this very day to claim (blindly) that Democrats and Republicans deserve equal scorn, an assertion that should now seem patently ridiculous to anyone paying attention. If not for your epic ineffectiveness, your magnificent incompetence, I might continue to think that the election of a president is inconsequential to my life.

I've watched you over the past eight years stumble from one train wreck to the next. At times your intentions were impossible to comprehend as you bumbled into wars with little foresight or prudence. At other times you claimed good intentions, but your actions were woefully inadequate. You were alarmingly passive as a city drown. Most damaging of all however, were the times you saw your intentions as pure, while bringing about one of the worst regressions in our country's history. You have given us a shining example of the dangers born in evil acts justified by good intentions. Yes, torture is evil. So I say farewell with a modicum of gratitude, because I have never been so aware of the deleterious effects of an indifferent electorate.

January 12, 2009

Dark Days revisited.

I was asked to revisit my post about Dark Days and not let it be emblematic of how I feel about my adult life. I'm in a very different place now and it's not always clearly reflected in my writing. Looking at it another way, the happiness I experience now tends to make me less introspective, and I'm not as compelled to write when I'm not feeling introspective. And while I still have good days and bad days, the act of living life has never been so accessible. So stay tuned - I'll have more to say about this change in perspective if I can find an appropriate way to express it.

December 08, 2008

Over planning.

I was laying in bed thinking about the dream that just woke me up, the one about over planning. I think you need to be more self-aware of your tendency to over plan. You have a knack for planning out a series of events to bring about a copacetic ending for everyone involved, but that gift tends to get over used, essentially beating the spontaneity out of life. Life is a weird and wonderful and sometimes chaotic thing. Your habit of forcing it to conform to rigid timetables sometimes has the effect of bleeding the magic out of it. That's something you should work on. Catch yourself before you spend an excessive amount of time planning an outcome that isn't life or death, and just let the chips fall where they may. Some of the most interesting and memorable moments in life are unscripted and unexpected. Don't forget to leave space for those moments to flourish.

November 21, 2008

Dark Days.

I was going through some old papers and found this writing. Yikes. I was a bit dark as a kid.

Fear of Life

I try to break free;
My head swims in apathetic darkness.
Feelings of bleak insignificance sweep over me like a tide, dissolving a beach of deserted hope.
Death watches over me with an empty hourglass in hand. I can't look at his face. I refuse.
My emotions are ignored, my cries echo through empty canyons.
Not yet, not now. I'm not ready.
Why can't people see me? I reach out to touch you, but there is no one there.
Without warmth I will die, but nobody offers it to me.
I need another chance, I'm made too many mistakes.
Between a fear of death and a fear of life, my world is unbearable.
If I continue to close my eyes and follow my heart, she won't be close when I open them.
Time presses on, pushing me faster and faster.
My life passes before my eyes, as if I watch the scenery from behind a window.
If it weren't for that tiny shred of hope which keeps me miserable, I would become void of feeling.
Perhaps I already am.


November 05, 2008

What an historic day.

This graphic pretty much sums it up.

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September 23, 2008

Metamorphosis.

This was apparently created with a programming language called Processing by Glenn Marshall. It's like a dream I once had.


Metamorphosis from Glenn Marshall on Vimeo

September 11, 2008

Awesome.

Quite possibly the greatest advance in internet technology since the first email was sent.

http://cats.iamnear.net/

The Sticky Note Experiment.


EepyBird's Sticky Note experiment from Eepybird on Vimeo

August 28, 2008

Nature rocks.

I never get tired of watching these time-lapse videos of mushrooms reaching out into the world from nothingness.



July 18, 2008

Way better than an iPod commercial.



July 16, 2008

Campaignin'.

See if you can spot me.

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July 11, 2008

Tomorrow's Lestoil.

This slice of retro-futuristic awesomeness comes from Boing Boing. The writer of this advert either failed to foresee the eventual breakdown of gender roles, or he had the prescience to predict a return to oppressive gender roles after a brief lull in the late twentieth century. I vote for the latter, because I like my moon clean bitches!

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July 10, 2008

Care for a drink?

This is quite possible the best Rube Goldberg machine I've ever seen.



June 13, 2008

Fight the smears.

This is all kinds of awesome. Barack Obama has a website where he lists popular smears against him and his wife, and points out why they're all lies. There's some debate about the best way to handle smears, but I really like this approach. It's very proactive and it does a good job of utilizing his community of supporters to keep tabs on the smearmails that are floating around the internet.

Fight the Smears

June 04, 2008

Bad day at the office.

Who among us hasn't had the urge to tear through a cube farm like Godzilla in a suit and tie. I like that what sets him off is one of his co-workers bumping over a stack of papers.


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